Motivation

I seriously need to find some motivation. I'm not sure what it is going to take though. My house is constantly a mess, which is hard with a 3 year old and a 1 year old to keep it clean. But I have to figure something out. I have absolutely no motivation right now for housework and haven't for a while. But today, I don't care what it takes I am going to scrub my house insanely clean...even carpet clean the floors. I call myself the worst housewife ever..lol. We also have to get rid of a ton of stuff. We got rid of a lot about a month ago but we still have A LOT to go. Decluttering our life feels so good! Maybe that is the motivation I need, just to get rid of all the mess and crap we don't need. And believe me, we have more than enough crap that we don't need.

So here I go, I am going to take a shower, hook up my Ipod, get the boys some breakfast and then let the cleaning day commence! Then after that I can feel good about sitting on my butt and studying for my FINALS tomorrow! But right now I know that I have seriously let this house go...bad..and I have to get it under control. I do not want this place to be a reflection of me because it looks terrible. I would not be proud for someone to walk through my front door right now. And I think if I can get this motivation going then maybe I can get motivation for other things going. Each day is a new day and I hope things can only get better from here!